April 27th 2010♥ I cant wait to meet you.

I cant believe that I only have 7 weeks left. Its so crazy to think about.
By baby shower was Friday and it was great! I got a car seat and high chair, and the stroller and pack and play that match the car seat. bumbo, bumbo tray, and bathtub seat for her bathtime and like 20 packs of diapers! it was so great!its all starting to hit me now that I am about to have a baby.
me and Jennika took a walk earlier and talked about everything while Andrew was at work.
but I better go, I am gonna take a nap.
xo
Mal.

So, Leighton is moving around more and more, I love just laying there and watching her move. Its cute. She hates it when I rest my arms on my bump though, she always starts kicking when I do. It sucks, whats the point of having one when you can use it as an arm rest? Just Kidding! :)
 
So anyways, We have gotten the main things moved into the house, like my bed, the crib, and the basic things. After school Andrew and I get a lot of things and take them here. But we have to be completely out by March 18th. So I am thinking that since Andrew and I have no school tomorrow we will just move the rest of the things.
 
I am watching 16 and pregnant, I love that show, so far my favorite girl is between Valerie and Nikkole. I love them so much and I love the name Neveah, but I am not changing Leighton! :) Tomorrow evening is my baby shower! :) I cant wait.
 
Anyways, Jennika is over because Andrew is at work, and we where looking around on polyvore, and we realized 2 things that we hate about this website.
1) I was looking at role playing sets and there are girls that act like they are pregnant and saying I don't know who the dad is and all that. Do they not realize how bad that makes ACTUAL teen parents look. Its so messed up and its annoying the hell out of me.
2) Then there are girls on here ( I will not say who, I have noticed this for a while) that act like they are pregnant and not role players. Really, do they WANT to be pregnant? God damn people. Trust me, I can tell if you are faking it, you cant fool me hun! (: But I am in NO way saying that every teen mom on here is a fake.
 
Today at school I went off on one girl in World History because she was talking to me about how I wanted to get pregnant, and how I used Andrew and all that crap. I know she is jealous because I have Andrew and she has always wanted him. Yes, I did want to get pregnant, I did want Leighton, but AFTER I WAS MARRIED! I NEVER planned to get pregnant my junior year and I swear, I am lucky we had a sub in that class because cuss words where flying.
 
Anyways, Jennika and I are going to go make something to eat.
PM me please! :)
 
xo
Mal and Lei.

i have changed the final name 2 times, the first time Sirah sounded to much like Sarah, then Kynlie was always getting mixed up with Kinzie, so me and Andrew where looking around for a new name and found Leighton. I love it because there really is no big name that is super close to it that I know of. So I think that is the name we are going to stick with.
Prom is April 10th, and I am wondering if I will be able to go, its my junior year and I really hope I can go. I only have 58 days left, wow, I am not ready for this baby after all.
 
We found a small house that we can afford, Andrew is going to move in with me and my mom because Andrew's house is full with his mom, step dad, and 3 little sisters. So we are going to live with my mom, the house is a 3 bedroom, so she is giving us the master bed room so we can put the crib and everything in it, and it is on the other side of the house so it will be like our own wing of the house. I hope this is our last big move.
 
But I have to go, I have to finish packing.
Mal.

Tomorrow, there is only 2 months and 3 days until my due date and everything is falling apart again. My mom might loose her job, so she will only have one low paying job, and my job and so we will have to sell the house, pack up my room, and the baby's room, move into a smaller house, and that's not all.
But thank god Andrew is still standing by me.
Anyways, I am talking to one of my friends, and I yes she is a real sl.ut. She has slept with all the guys she works with and its sick, and apparently she got emotionally attached to Adam and she is always complaining on how she loves him and he doesn't love her, and she is always thinking about suicide, and I know she will if she could. And since and I am her only girl friend-other friends are guys that she has or have had sex with-and she always come to me, telling me how her life sucks, and all this shit, I am the one pregnant, I mean I love her to death, but I mean, I want to tell her that she needs to stop opening her damn legs because this always happens, then she always comes to me, and sobs, and when I say one wrong thing she jumps at me, and just adds stress to me, and if I don't text her, then she jumps at me for ignoring her and its so messed up, I just want to scream.
Then I have another friend who is a year younger, and when she has a boyfriend, oh my gosh she is so happy and all and she always shows how perfect her life is, then when the guys breaks up with her, she gets all depressed and goes to me and tells me how her life sucks and all this, and I just am sick of it.
 
It just sucks, because they think that by complaining to me about their life to me is okay, it stresses me out, I am 7 months pregnant, I have no idea where I am going to be with Kynlie is born. I just want to stay home, have Kynlie here, and just lock myself in my room with my baby girl and Andrew.
Blahh.
 
Oh and I went to the doctor...and he said that we are going to track Kynlie close because they don't want her to big, and I might be induced because her fetal age is 34 weeks, and I am only 31, so she might be early, and I just don't know what to do.
 
God help me please.

wow, its getting so so close its scary! I went to the mall and went on a Victoria Secret shopping spree and a Carters spree for Kynlie.
The baby shower is next weekend and I cant wait!
 
xo
Mal!
 
ps: congrats Raffey!

i have gotten so big!
i mean, i look at the pictures, and my hair used to be long and black, but now its short and back to the natural color.
 
i love love love it and i cant wait to be atleast 38 weeks!!!
 
i love you Kynlie Ariane!

picture was taken before school today!
 
watching 16 and pregnant.
i think its funny how her boyfriend and mine have he same name.
 
as for right now, I dont think I am staying at my moms. I cant stand it here and so I am looking for an apartment or moving in with andrew.
i cryed yesterday because of the stress, i was fighing with my parents and my best friend, long story for another set, and just andrew is the only sticking by me at this point in time.
 
i just dont know anymore, i just want to give Kynlie a good home.
 
Yupp Kynlie Ariane Shields!
We put teh two names together,
it was either Ariana Kynlie or Kynlie Ariana, but it sounded better as Ariane.
 
Cant wait to meet her!
I am 30 weeks today!! 70 days to go! But they said that around like 36 or 38, cant remember which, I could go into labor at any time!
 
I am starting to get scared mainly about just giving birth over raising her.
 
girls...MAKE YOUR MAN USE A CONDOM! I am not lying!
xo
Mallory