Tomorrow, there is only 2 months and 3 days until my due date and everything is falling apart again. My mom might loose her job, so she will only have one low paying job, and my job and so we will have to sell the house, pack up my room, and the baby's room, move into a smaller house, and that's not all.
But thank god Andrew is still standing by me.
Anyways, I am talking to one of my friends, and I yes she is a real sl.ut. She has slept with all the guys she works with and its sick, and apparently she got emotionally attached to Adam and she is always complaining on how she loves him and he doesn't love her, and she is always thinking about suicide, and I know she will if she could. And since and I am her only girl friend-other friends are guys that she has or have had sex with-and she always come to me, telling me how her life sucks, and all this shit, I am the one pregnant, I mean I love her to death, but I mean, I want to tell her that she needs to stop opening her damn legs because this always happens, then she always comes to me, and sobs, and when I say one wrong thing she jumps at me, and just adds stress to me, and if I don't text her, then she jumps at me for ignoring her and its so messed up, I just want to scream.
Then I have another friend who is a year younger, and when she has a boyfriend, oh my gosh she is so happy and all and she always shows how perfect her life is, then when the guys breaks up with her, she gets all depressed and goes to me and tells me how her life sucks and all this, and I just am sick of it.
It just sucks, because they think that by complaining to me about their life to me is okay, it stresses me out, I am 7 months pregnant, I have no idea where I am going to be with Kynlie is born. I just want to stay home, have Kynlie here, and just lock myself in my room with my baby girl and Andrew.
Oh and I went to the doctor...and he said that we are going to track Kynlie close because they don't want her to big, and I might be induced because her fetal age is 34 weeks, and I am only 31, so she might be early, and I just don't know what to do.
God help me please.